On the second day after christmas...

hey all you bloggers/people out there!

So im very very sad:( I managed to break the screen on my camera so now its dead and im very sad because im broke and can't buy a new one. :( anyone know where you can get a screen fixed cheap?!

anyway, I had a fabouless Christmas this year:) It doesn't matter what I got because I had fun, I built a 7 foot snow man, played games, got my phone taken away (that wasn't fun) and did other stuff:)

So far its been a pretty good break, but im excited for the new term to start, to get new classes, to catch up with my friends I havn't seen for ever, and ect.!

oh i like my new blog colors :)

anyway, ok I got a Q. So how long can a guy call you/ talk to you on the phone before you can say that you are 99% sure he likes you? idk... but its starting to frighten me... nvm, just a "random" question.

ah!! I can't wait tell school starts! or at least I want party with all my friends durring the break!

:] - this face has a meaning behind it.

OH i got a new phone! this is old news, but i just thought i would share, because i can:)

OH OH OH (oh oh oh, not ho ho ho) i want to get my hair cut, like short, really short! (ok to my shoulders, but thats really short for me!) what do you think? im so sick of it, and when you give one of your guy friends a hug, and some how they get my hair in their mouth, and this has happend a lot, you know that its time for a hair cut!

ok, well write back, because all my friends are ignoring me, and im sad, so you should write to me!!

I feel like writing a short story/long poem.. so here it goes

I crawled towards my bed, to hide for a while from the light of day. But underneath is the darkness. I’m afraid of the dark, terrified in fact, especially in unfamiliar places. This is an unfamiliar place.
I have slept in this bed all my life, the same windows, the same bed, even the same paint hung on the wall. Yet, I was a stranger to this world, an outcast? Another stranger crept toward the door with harsh knocking and a sickly sweet voice. "Is everything alright Hun?" it said. "You look kind of down today." 'Why shouldn't I?' I wanted to yell, "Why shouldn't everyone in this world look down, because there isn't anything to look up to. And even when you try to look up you are blinded by a sun, which seems bright but in fact is really just a ball of heat and fire burning its way though a dark empty universe." But of course I was smarter than to yell that toward the door, and simply said in a soft voice, "I’m fine, just sleepy." Which is always the smartest thing to say when one wants nothing more then to be left alone in their room for a while. After losing several gallons of H2O and Sodium Chloride I peered out the window. Only to be burned by the rays of the ball of liquid fire. After hiding for a few moments more, and embarrassing myself for the impact, I looked out the window again, and soon the rays seemed almost bearable. Out standing in the fire's hands were several children, playing in the heat of the glow. I looked at them jealously, for they still thought that they belonged here, and had years to come until they would learn that they to were a stranger to this world. I turn around and dove under my shield as another gush of rain started to flow. I felt something on my leg and pulled it out, its own fake brightness blinding me like the fire ball's had. I blinked and looked at the world. "Jeremy" said the cruel fake light. Pain shot through me again and I hurled the fake light toward the nearest barrier, it bounced off it, leaving a small dent where it had been attacked. "Shoot" I muttered. I was in for it. I didn't bother with the counterfeit illumination and instead picked up a imagine and a pin and covered the hole with it. I stared at the grinning faces in the imagine and had a sudden desire to make a hole in that too. Refraining myself from doing so, I instead picked up the bogus beam and looked at the message locked inside. "What’s up?" 'oh, how deep!' I thought, a smirk flashing across my face. Sigh, was the dispatcher really so stupid as to not have noticed anything. Oh, how I wanted nothing more then to fling back though the device "Oh nothing, just balling because your to stupid to see anything. To stupid to see that I only want to tell you one thing. To stupid to catch my hints when my hand sits lonely close to yours. To idiotic to see that my eyes light up when ever your around. Far to dim to know that I really love you.' "Yes" I muttered. "That I really love you"....

I stepped outside into that bright burning glow with a glow within myself...

ok, its freaking corny.... but hey! What ever... it was the only thing that would come to my mind at that moment... and now that I have wasted an hour of my life, im going to do homework!!