On the second day after christmas...

hey all you bloggers/people out there!

So im very very sad:( I managed to break the screen on my camera so now its dead and im very sad because im broke and can't buy a new one. :( anyone know where you can get a screen fixed cheap?!

anyway, I had a fabouless Christmas this year:) It doesn't matter what I got because I had fun, I built a 7 foot snow man, played games, got my phone taken away (that wasn't fun) and did other stuff:)

So far its been a pretty good break, but im excited for the new term to start, to get new classes, to catch up with my friends I havn't seen for ever, and ect.!

oh i like my new blog colors :)

anyway, ok I got a Q. So how long can a guy call you/ talk to you on the phone before you can say that you are 99% sure he likes you? idk... but its starting to frighten me... nvm, just a "random" question.

ah!! I can't wait tell school starts! or at least I want party with all my friends durring the break!

:] - this face has a meaning behind it.

OH i got a new phone! this is old news, but i just thought i would share, because i can:)

OH OH OH (oh oh oh, not ho ho ho) i want to get my hair cut, like short, really short! (ok to my shoulders, but thats really short for me!) what do you think? im so sick of it, and when you give one of your guy friends a hug, and some how they get my hair in their mouth, and this has happend a lot, you know that its time for a hair cut!

ok, well write back, because all my friends are ignoring me, and im sad, so you should write to me!!

I feel like writing a short story/long poem.. so here it goes

I crawled towards my bed, to hide for a while from the light of day. But underneath is the darkness. I’m afraid of the dark, terrified in fact, especially in unfamiliar places. This is an unfamiliar place.
I have slept in this bed all my life, the same windows, the same bed, even the same paint hung on the wall. Yet, I was a stranger to this world, an outcast? Another stranger crept toward the door with harsh knocking and a sickly sweet voice. "Is everything alright Hun?" it said. "You look kind of down today." 'Why shouldn't I?' I wanted to yell, "Why shouldn't everyone in this world look down, because there isn't anything to look up to. And even when you try to look up you are blinded by a sun, which seems bright but in fact is really just a ball of heat and fire burning its way though a dark empty universe." But of course I was smarter than to yell that toward the door, and simply said in a soft voice, "I’m fine, just sleepy." Which is always the smartest thing to say when one wants nothing more then to be left alone in their room for a while. After losing several gallons of H2O and Sodium Chloride I peered out the window. Only to be burned by the rays of the ball of liquid fire. After hiding for a few moments more, and embarrassing myself for the impact, I looked out the window again, and soon the rays seemed almost bearable. Out standing in the fire's hands were several children, playing in the heat of the glow. I looked at them jealously, for they still thought that they belonged here, and had years to come until they would learn that they to were a stranger to this world. I turn around and dove under my shield as another gush of rain started to flow. I felt something on my leg and pulled it out, its own fake brightness blinding me like the fire ball's had. I blinked and looked at the world. "Jeremy" said the cruel fake light. Pain shot through me again and I hurled the fake light toward the nearest barrier, it bounced off it, leaving a small dent where it had been attacked. "Shoot" I muttered. I was in for it. I didn't bother with the counterfeit illumination and instead picked up a imagine and a pin and covered the hole with it. I stared at the grinning faces in the imagine and had a sudden desire to make a hole in that too. Refraining myself from doing so, I instead picked up the bogus beam and looked at the message locked inside. "What’s up?" 'oh, how deep!' I thought, a smirk flashing across my face. Sigh, was the dispatcher really so stupid as to not have noticed anything. Oh, how I wanted nothing more then to fling back though the device "Oh nothing, just balling because your to stupid to see anything. To stupid to see that I only want to tell you one thing. To stupid to catch my hints when my hand sits lonely close to yours. To idiotic to see that my eyes light up when ever your around. Far to dim to know that I really love you.' "Yes" I muttered. "That I really love you"....

I stepped outside into that bright burning glow with a glow within myself...

ok, its freaking corny.... but hey! What ever... it was the only thing that would come to my mind at that moment... and now that I have wasted an hour of my life, im going to do homework!!

11:56....

BLEH!! Its late, im exausted, but im up. Why do you ask? Because Courtney yelled at me for not updating my blog... so here i am, at 11:57 posting on my blog....

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and im going to my grandma's house for it... its going to be fun I hope... we will see.

I hung out with Alecia and Courtney today, it was fun, but we just took pictures the entire time... But we got some really amazing pictures, the make me so happy inside:)

I like pictures...

Im really tiered

I cant spell

I really dont like turkey.

BLEH

:)

So school is going really good for me right now I guess, I got a 4.0 last term:) but now I only have a 3.77... Stupid math!!

I hate math, it stinks!

lalalala

So now its offically thanks giving, thats right its 12:01 right now.. FUN FUN!!

Im tired... did i spell it write this time?

RAWR!

uh... ok i have some very interesting things to say, but im too loopy to say them so....

umm.. my life is pretty good, ive been pretty happy i guess, still having some friend problems, but ive gotten really close to one of my friends sense we were like 3 so its been nice to have someone who i have known forever to talk to...

haha, they are really fun to talk to, we come up with the craziest ideas, like they are going to drop out of high school (not really) and make their own college for old people who dropped out of high school and want to be a doctor, and they can take all these classes, like biolgy and (omg this is so funny!) kissing with oxegen 101, lol! yeah, hey i guess those old people still want to make out, and that stupid oxegen is just getting in there way! lol:) anyway, its just random stuff like that... haha! it makes me laugh so hard inside:) I love that kid to death, (but in a casual way)

anyway.... people are stupid, and I hate them... they are so confusing...

i think im just typing to keep myself entertained at this point... haha;)

why do people have to want attention so much!?!!?! seriously like doing stupid things to get attention, like the wrong type of attention! ugh... idk, i wont say anymore, but im slightly annoyed... bleh

lalalala

its 12:07 now...

ok, i have to (get to?) spend all day with my grandma and my great-grandma (love them to death but seriously a whole day!!!) so i better go to sleep so i will be in a good mood, plus i need to clean off my bed... i was trying to clean my room today... and failed at it.. haha:)

OK night!?!?!!!!

BrItTaNy
-is tired-


zzzzzzz

OMGASP!

JD is a deprived child.... he doesn't even freaking know who the disney princess' are... yeah he is having me name them off, and he doesn't even know who they still...

yeah im hanging out with him at my house, followed me home... haha,

but like he though that sleeping beauty (also known as princess Arora) was the one with dwarfs... sad huh!?!?!

do do do....


JD frightens me.....

wigaloo! (what ever the crap that is...)


polar bear attacks are not funny... they frighten me inside also...

WHEEEEE!!!


ok bye....

The Greatest Christmas Program Ever

WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I JUST AUDITIONED FOR THE GREATEST CHRISTMAS PROGRAM EVER, and what can I say, I think my audition went pretty well:)

I think I have a smaller chance of making it, just because its more of a play for thoses 13 or younger, so chances are smaller because of that, and honestly, I have no idea what part they would cast me as, but still. It was a really good audtion, plus I found out about it at 4:30 today and did it at 7:30... so not bad.

It was a cold reading, and I had like 20 min to look at it, and it was like 2 short paragraphs, so it was easy, I had it memorized pretty quickly.


Anywho, so I really feel like dancing, I always feel like dancing crazly when ever I have a good audition, but I really need to pack for my band trip tomorrow,

Oh yeah, thats right! Im going on a band trip tomorrow, first we drive down to st. gorge, have a competion there, then we drive to Vegas! We get there at like, 12:30. Check into our hotal, and then get up the next morning, at 7:00. Then we have a competition in Vegas, FUN FUN!

Im really excited, I get to sit next to one of my best friends Max, which is going to be like the funnest thing ever! Im really excited, this whole this is going to be amazing!!

Well I really should go pack....

LOVE YOU!!!
BrItTaNy



PEACE!!

..... my life:0

ok, so in the past, i have been... idk, depressed? but im happy right now:)

kinda random.. but really, its awesome! the Drama is faiding away, (not that it was really any of my drama in the first place..) but like i guess ive learned to deal with it or something... but yeah, its really awesome, omg, i freaking love my friends... haha,

COURTNEY THAT MEANS YOU!! ;) yup, we had fun last night :) (lol, cant touch this, so sick of love songs, l is for the way you look, LOL!) anyway, good times good times :)

Im going to vegas!! (... that sounds awkward...) yeah we are going for marching band, and im so freaking excited!! i get to hang out with Jamie, and Max, and janaliee, (bet i spelled that wrong.... (erny!)(spelled that wrong too...) and Derek (well hanging out with Derek can be iffy.. ) (lol, just kidding, i have to make fun of him :)) yeah its going to be the most amazing thing ever!! woohoo!!

yeah, so thats going to be so amazing!! woohoo! i cant tell you how excited i am for that!!

ok well...... people are still confusing.. but thats ok, im going to just stop thinking about it and just try to have fun....

ok well this has been fun fun!!

wow... random and hyper....

ok bye!!

BrItTaNy

Sunday
2:00-4:00

Russlle M Nelson

• Marrage between a man and a women is sacred,
• Exalation is a family matter, only those who get married in the temple can get the highest degree of glory
• marrage define compandment
• moses 1:39 it is my work and my glory to bring to past the imortality and the eternal life of men

william ozwald

• teaching,
• we learn how to teach from a good teacher
• Talking to your students by name, careing for them

gaverrat

• lovest thou me? feed my sheep.
• even as thou as done it unto the least of my brothern ye have done it unto me

Didn't get the name....

• he didnt say we weren't going to suffer, we just weren't going to suffer beyond our health
• if ye are prepared ye shall not fear
• one form of preparation is keeping the comandments

Tomas S. Monson

• eternal life with god is the most presious goal

yeah, not as many notes this time... idk... yeah...

Conference

Sunday
10:00-12:00

President Henry B Eyring

• The lord will live with the righteous again
• joys comes when we are blessed with unity
• gather in the family, in classes, wards, and be unified in them
• making a choice when you judge others
• with the same judgement that you judge others you shall be judged
• the sacred joy of unity when we don't look down upon others

Rober D. Hales

• Christen courage
• true disciples speak with quiet confidence
• find ways to reach out by others
• heart felt testimonies are the most powerful things that can be said to others
• being in the world with out becoming like the world

Keith B.

• church welfare program is gods help, in an earthly way
• turn to heavily father, when you feel in despair or alone

elaine s dalton

• I can do hard things
• In the strength of the lord i can do all things
• have the courage to be the light for others to follow
• the will to prepare

Tomas S. Monson

• Change is constent
• time never stand still, and change is always happening
• what is importaint and what is not.
• find joy in the journey, now
• childhood doesn't come back
• make the most of today, to make plesent memories
• dont let stresses get in the way of what is most importaint, the people around us
• they do not that love that do not show their love
• always express your thanks
• never lets a problem to be sloved to be more importaint then a person to be loved
• as i have loved you, love one another
• make plesure in the small things

Conference

Saturday
2:00-4:00

Joseph B. Wirthlin

• the lord in his wisdom doesn't shield anyone from pain or suffering completely
• come what may, and love it.
• learn to laugh! (i agree with this!!)
• no one is exempt from sorrow
• Christ understands our suffering, understands our grief
• understand principle of compensation
• god so loved the world that he sent is only begotten son
• put your trust in the lord and do you best, and let the rest to him
• there must be opposition in all things, adversity can become a blessing
• we can endure hardship and trials

Jeffrey R. holland

• in times of special needs, god will send angles, Divine messengers, to comfort then, and to remind them that heaven is still there.
• angles still send to help us
• the lord will fight our battles, and the battles of our children and our children's children's battles, if we walk uprightly and remember our covenants
• mortal and immortal angles,
• my spirit shall be in your heart, and my angles around about you to bear you up.

gerald causse

• become humble like a little child
• wash and be clean
• natural man is an enemy to god, unless be become like a little child, humble, meek, loving..

lawrenee

• he who drinks of the water i give him shall never thirst , ( the Gospel)
• Christ is the bread of life,
• Christ is the way, the truth and the light, no man commit unto the father, but through me.
• he is the way
• we believe in god the eternal father, and in his son, and in the holy ghost
• only god can bless us
• nothing in this life is a greater gift, then the holy ghost
• every good things depends on getting and keeping the power of the holy ghost
• Christ is the way, follow him
• the lord way is not hard, life is hard, the Gospel is not.
• come unto me all ye that labor and are heavily laden..... for my yoke is easy, and my burden is light

D Todd christofferson

• Zion is both a place and a people
• and the lord called his people Zion because they were of one heart and one mind and dwelt in righteousness
• forgiveness of one another is vital to become as Zions
• place Christ as the center of our lives
• D&c 115: 5-6
• come to Zion and with in her walls rejoice

David A Bednair (i think i spelled his last name wrong...)

• council with the god in all our doing
• all things were created spiritual before they were created naturally on the earth
• morning and evening prays
• let all thy thoughts be directed unto the lord
• express your thankfulness in prayers
• god is not offended by our sins, only by the sins that we don't repent of.

Conference!!

Saturday 10:00-12:00

L. Tom Perry

• Live frugal, a simple lifestyle
• do not spend more then you have

Silvia a Allred

• rely more on the lord
• how great is the joy in the soul that repents
  

Neil L Anderson

• you don’t know everything, you know enough.
• spiritual home storage
• become like a little child, knowing just enough for happiness

Marcos A. A....

• The book of Mormon
• when you know that the book of Mormon is true, you know that a prophet of god lives on the earth, you know that Jesus Christ is the son of god, you know that heavenly father lives, and love you. endure to the end
• we can understand the book of Mormon when we humble ourselves to be able to understand it.

Dallin H Oaks

• D&C 59: 9-10
• give of holy ghost- one of the greatest gifts given to man
• sacrament meeting highlight of your Sunday
• sacrament meeting is like going to the temple, dress likewise
• sacrament meeting is not a time for texting, reading magazines, talking on the phone, reading books, or etc.
• reflect on the mission of our redeemer during sacrament meetings.

Dieter F. Uchdorf!!! (he is my favorite:))

• put faith and hope into action
• infinite power of hope
• Scriptures written that we might have hope, scriptures have power to fill our lives with happiness
• hope, foundation of our faith
• faith, hope and Charity
• satin uses despair to try leave us empty, deludes the soul, and to lead us only down the stair case.
• great hope of mankind, the hope that we get from our Savior
• believing and hoping that our prayers will be answered
• hope glorifying god through good works
• things we hope for, and things we hope in.
• we have a glorious future with our heavenly father, there we will live forever, never to taste of death again.
• no matter how bad things look today, we know because of Christ that we will have the most perfect life after death.
• the Gospel that we hope in, will help us get though any darkness that may surround us.
• we can hold tightly to the hope of the Gospel, when it seems we are lost
• hope leads to good works
• ( he talks with his hands alot)
• "without faith, there is no hope"
• the brighter our hope, the greater our hope, the stronger our hope, the greater our Charity
• hope teachers that there is reasons to rejoices, even when its seems that darkness surrounds.
• fear not little flock, god will open his arms for you
• never allow dispair to overwhelm your spirit

ha ha, see how much more i have as it goes down

awesome huh!?!?

maddening

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been one of those years...

My life full of marching band.

So, life I guess is pretty good right now, the drama is gone (or at least it better be gone now or I just might explode!). Wow, I think i just forgot what i was writting about.... umm, yeah! so like ummm, oh I forgot again..

yeah thats the story of my life!!

well like ok so my life is coming to an interesting time, because of marching band (BLEH!) so like i guess its coming to the fun part because of all the competitions!!?!! Well to sum it up its (at least for the last comepition) on friday we leave at like 8:00 then we drive for like 6 hours to st. gorge. Yeah a 6 hour bus ride with 94 teenagers, haha, its going to be amazing!! then we stay overnight there (i think, or) then we drive for another like 4 hours to las VEGAS! (funny huh) well, so then we have the competition, and then it ends at like 10:00 and drive all night long, yeah a 10 hour bus ride at night..... can you say awkward!! haha, jk. well like so we get home at 7:00 am in the morning on sunday. CRAZY!!

well thats the story of my next month, cometitions every week, well almost every week, so its exciting

well yeah.

thats my life! well part of its, its would be rather sad if it was my whole life... anyway. yeah

LOVE YOU TO DEATH
X-0

BrItTaNy

Drama

OK, so you see the title drama, and if you are like most of my friends, thoughts of singing, dancing, acting, and watching plays comes to mind. Well, although like the rest of you, I adore drama class. However sadly, this isn't the type of drama that is talked about above. So I would assume that they next thought you would have on the subject would be just the thing I wish to talk about. Teenage drama. Oh yes, now I think you will understand. So although for obvious reasons I cant explain exactly what's going on, I can say that it sadly has effected me greatly. So here are a few of the things I hate most about what is up with high school drama.

• If I have said it once, I've said it a thousand times. DATING! Rawr. The worst part? None of my "groupie" has even turned 16 yet. (although Alecia's sweet 16 is this Friday if anyone is wondering.)

Well, I wouldn't say that it is dating exactly, more so, liking guys (or girls if you are guy, but I'm a girl so deal with it). OK wont go into detail, but if someone likes you, just be flattered and move on, even if you don't like them. Just be nice! It not like they are going to stalk you or something because they like you. Oh and having a Boy Friend (girl friend) before your 16 is not cool. Just to throw that in.

• Don't take things that don't mean to be serious, seriously. With friends come... sarcasm. And sure, sometimes people have serious things to say, but really, you guys are smart, you made it to high school, use that brain. Think about it, maybe it was a joke!! So like I said, use your judgement, and if you cant figure it out, ask!
• Obsession, when someone tells you are obsessed, it mean one of a few things. 1. They are teasing you. 2. They are sick of you talking about the thing you are obsessed with, its High School, not all that many things are worth Obsession. I'm sure you could point out a few, but, hey, your smart, you decide. BOYS ARE NOT WORTH OBSESSING OVER!!! (wish I would have know that earlier) - its high school, really. How many times do i need to say that?

Well here are just a few, (yes sadly its only a few) of the things I dislike about high school drama. So if you have already experience it, tell us a little about it, and what you did, because I can use some help!!

School

OK guys, its been a 2 weeks of school (at least for my high school) and sure its had its ups and down, with suddenly new home work, confusing math that the teacher keeps telling us is a review (yeah right!!) and different after school activities. So what has been your fave. part of school so far? I think mine has been being able to hang with my friends all the time, and sure its only during school, so I cant wait until everything cools down so we can start having parties all the time again! So whats been your favorite part???

Top 5 reasons to hate high school

Okay, so even though high school hasn't officially started yet. These are some of the things I think I'm going to hate about high school/already do hate about high school.


5. Its different then Jr/Middle School.
New people, new teachers. Its a change, an awkward one at that. You have new strange classes, and new hallways and class rooms to learn. Its leaving your happy zone.

4. Its HUGE!!
Jr/Middle school was just so familiar, and now there are all these freaky tall Junior and senior kids who are intimidating. Then there is the actual school size, before when all your friends had classes with you. Now suddenly none of your friends are in your classes, and you have to make all new friends.

3. Everything is a competition.
To be the best in your class, from being the most popular, to being the best at things like theater, singing, music, sports, etc. Then you have to try out to get in things, and if you don't make it, then suddenly your left out of everything.

2. Time.
Ha ha, that's funny. Having time. If your not doing hours of homework, then your doing sports, or music, or stuff like that. Also your trying to make time to hang out with your friends who are also doing a ton of stuff, so some people are left out. Then they miss out on a bunch of inside jokes, and its just strange. Especially if your that person who is missing everything.

1. Dating!
The word is self is awkward. Your friends are all pairing off or flirting off with each other all the time. It just not not like it was before. You have to worry about how you look all the time. Then are so consumed with liking someone that that's all you think about. Then it makes it strange for your friends, who are just trying to have fun with you but you just want to talk about your crush/boy/girl friend.
Then there is love triangles, and (especially girls) fight about liking the same people which can destroy friends ships, and so then it makes for DRAMA! Oh then people tell secrets about who they like, and so that just makes people feel left out.



So what are your top 5 hates about high school? Are they different? The same? Just leave a comment!

Summer

With the summer ending sadly in just a few days, now I think is the time to ponder what we have done this summer.

I think about some of my fond memories of parties with friends, saying up late, and enjoy the sun with my family, or perhaps even not so fond memories ( cough cough marching band cough ) will be what will get me through the school year, as a glimmer of hope for the next summer. So now its your turn, what are some of your favorite summer memories? It can be anything from the annual family vacations, to just hanging with a bff all day. The time is yours, just leave a comment!

Friends

Have you ever looked at one of your friends and thought, 'why in the world do I hang out with you?' or on the other hand have you ever stopped and pondered 'Man, I wish you would be my best friends for ever!' Well I can honestly say that I have done both. So what makes a good or bad friend? Some one who you tell everything to? Some one who is there for you on a rainy day? Or just someone who you can laugh and have a good time with. With this school year coming on fast, I'm sure your friends are on your mind, so is there any friends that you just wish would vanish? what makes them that way? I would love to hear some qualities you find that are amazing or not so amazing in a friend.